Another day. I need a change. Need something new.

I want to go back to New York City!! I want to see shows on Broadway, visit the Empire State Building and the Statue of Liberty!!

Craziest weather I have ever seen!! Go from mid 90s to now mid 60s!! I am sick and tired of the cooler weather. I want the warm weather!! I need to go to the beach!! I need sun!! Guess that means that I am not a vampire!!

Ok, time to get back to this. I need to write. Right now the only way I can get my feelings out. I feel like I am losing part of myself. The crazy needs to come back. Need a job!! Maybe then I can start to feel somewhat normal again. But, then again, normal is so over-rated!!